Friday, September 28, 2007

9.28.07, 4:20 PM

Sorry po Father, i let my thoughts wander again
to places I'm not yet meant to travel
to feelings that should've been kept locked
help me o LORD to focus on you alone
You are my endless love
the only Truth i know
may You also be the only Truth i seemy one Desire, my only LOVE
take me deeper, and deeper
let me fall into my Saving Grace.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Twilight and 1:23


Thank you.. you don't know how much GOD has used you 
to bless me and take me closer to Him.

I am sorry for not respecting you 
and for being selfish. please forgive me.

You are always in my prayers. :)

twilight

The darkness will fade
a new dawn will arise
Light beckoning to come in
But i have kept the shutters barred
not because i love this murk
No.
But because i know
that in this gloom
i am alive
my heart beats
blood gushing through my veins
to my heart
enabling it to hear better
to see better
for when my eyes are closed
i see a new world
a world i refused to see, 4 revolutions
and when i open my eyes
the drakness will disappear
a new dawn arises
                           ... the princess awakes.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Speechless, Astonished, Amazed

 It's almost been 4 years now.. In 4 weeks it will be 4 years. And as i look back on all those tears, those smiles, those laughters, I.. surprisingly, shed a tear. A tear of joy? of sadness? no. but it's definitely not of regret. It's a tear of gratitude. to my Savior, my Jesus. who carried me through it all. grabe.. 
        Have you ever had that experience? that certain moment in your life where you could say you died there but now you live? I died somewhere in those 4 years.. but here i am. breathing. standing. loving every minute of every day GOD has blessed me with. 'coz every minute i feel His love for me, and my mind remembers that i should have never risen from the grave. but because of His love, His mercy.. i am here. telling you of His love.. of His UNFAILING LOVE..
         I cry every time i remember how He held me in His arms, how He told me He loved me when i almost killed Him with grief.

     GOD is real. 

     "To see is to believe"
     Well, i've seen HIM
            and i am speechless, astonished, amazed.